You are so busy in Yang doing that there is never enough time to replenish your soul and slow down.
You go to your doctor and she tells you you have adrenal fatigue, or a hormonal imbalance. Or maybe she can’t figure out what it is, it’s just “stress.” Do you book sick leave? Take time off? Go see your massage therapist more often? Or is it just time for what finally wants to express through your soul to take over. How do you do that? How do you find the courage to do that?
There is so much suffering in the world that wants to be touched, but you are supposedly not “qualified” to offer. Not qualified to offer love.
You want to rebel. Because your soul is speaking so loudly, you are just sick of not trusting it, not listening, and not offering from that place.
But the voice of fear says…”get a job. Get safe. Get security. Get a retirement fund and a pension. Get a mortgage. Get a rich husband so you can avoid having to face all of this.”